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kills me I was thinking about this restaurant that I love today, and thinking of the last time I was there. I was there with my dad. My mom was out of town. My dad and I had a great time. So, I was thinking about that, and I thought, "I miss my parents". But my parents live 2 miles away from me, and I talk to my mom every night. And, I realized, that I miss the way it used to be with my parents and I, before Jon. I used to want to see them on my days off, and have dinner with them. I used to want to call my mom when I got home from work, and tell her about my day. Now, I don't want to see them, and I call my mom after I get home from work because I am keeping up some pretense. I used to love talking to and seeing my parents before I met Jon. It's all a pretense now. Even if they ever accept and love Jon, I will never forgive them for the hurt I feel. I will never forget the way they acted when I told them I was in love with him. I miss that, but I will never have it back again, with my parents. I will never love them like I used to. And it breaks my heart. But it's true. I'll never look at them the same way again. Miss These?
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