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A quick trip towards hell...but avoided I vomited tonight, intentionally, for the first time in a long time. I used to vomit intentionally quite a lot...let's get down to reality...I used to be bulimic. I haven't done that for a while, like a year or longer. I don't know what happened tonight. I had a huge chef's salad for dinner, and felt overly-full, but that happens a lot. Usually I can handle it. For some reason, I needed to purge, and I tried to talk myself out of it, but I couldn't stop myself. I didn't even need to jam my fingers down my throat like I used to, I just did it. Puked like crazy. I've lost my talent, I'm no good at puking anymore like I used to be. Eyes got watery, face got all red and swollen, nose started running. I used to be a pro at this shit...could puke and moments later, no one would know. But I'm not going down that road again. Although, I felt much better afterwards. I'm not going down that road again. Miss These?
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