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big step I took a big step yesterday, and told my parents that I am in love with Jon. My mom is totally against this whole relationship, and as much as she controls me, I feel like I took the first step toward controlling MY life. It's hard to explain...she does control me, but I let her control me, too. I just have this weird idea of trying to make things nice for everyone. Ever since I was very young, I hated going away angry from any talk...I just want to make things nice for everyone. I always worried that I would walk away from any talk, and that the person would die, and I would feel so bad. I just want to make things good between my mom and I. I'm sorry, Jon, I know I should blow her off, but I can't. I took a big step yesterday. I guess I expect congratulations for it, but I shouldn't. It's not that big of a step for my age. Miss These?
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