old friends Ah, shit, I'm such a sucker. I may go back to my job that I JUST quit a month ago. I have all these terms and conditions, but I think they might meet them. It's one of these weird things where they feel like family, but like everyone told me when I quit, that's a BAD thing when work gets too much like family...you start to compromise things because of guilt and such. But, I may go back. God, we'll see. My friend John is here from Chicago and we had dinner at my old workplace tonight...pasta and margaritas are like a one-two punch for me, I came home and fell into a coma-like sleepy thing for a few hours. Couldn't function at all. Finally pulled my beached-whale self off my bed and went to this party for my friend Adam who graduated today with his MBA. It was fun. I was wearing an outfit that was not the usual me...a slinky leopard-print skirt and very sexy ankle-wrap black silk heels. And I am tan from my Hawaii trip, and covered myself with shimmery body powder. Got an amazing amount of attention from the opposite sex! Maybe I should try this more often! This one guy was sort of nuzzling my neck, and for a second I thought, geez, maybe I should go home with this guy...but then my usual self kicked in and said, nope. So, I went home alone. I need to get more open-minded towards guys. It would be nice to have sex again. I miss it. Miss These? |