growing I was watching this programme on Discovery Health channel tonight about this fitness challenge...I think 8 men and women did it, and spent 16 weeks with personal trainers and dieticians, and they had great results! I was watching, and I started getting all ED thinking again, like, geez, I need to lose 50 pounds, now! Then there was a commercial, and I went to the bathroom, and while I was there, I lifted up my shirt and dropped my pants and looked at myself in the mirror, and was like...hey...not bad. I expected to be completely disgusted, but...I'm okay with myself these days. I started getting okay with myself even before I met my baby, but I feel even better since I've known him. He makes me feel sexy and pretty. I don't even think of throwing up anymore, doesn't even occur to me. I'm a pretty girl, I guess. Miss These? |