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2002-02-22 @ 1:34 a.m.

I was watching this programme on Discovery Health channel tonight about this fitness challenge...I think 8 men and women did it, and spent 16 weeks with personal trainers and dieticians, and they had great results! I was watching, and I started getting all ED thinking again, like, geez, I need to lose 50 pounds, now!

Then there was a commercial, and I went to the bathroom, and while I was there, I lifted up my shirt and dropped my pants and looked at myself in the mirror, and was like...hey...not bad. I expected to be completely disgusted, but...I'm okay with myself these days.

I started getting okay with myself even before I met my baby, but I feel even better since I've known him. He makes me feel sexy and pretty.

I don't even think of throwing up anymore, doesn't even occur to me.

I'm a pretty girl, I guess.

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